i wish

that the circles am in
slow down a bit
just a bit
swords made of fire
are passing through me
they dig inside of me
and i feel the burn
not getting enough of my body
the burn digs deep in my soul
down deep , the small things i have just let them pass
so that life continues
are all up in front of my face
i did wrong
i had to face the small things on daily basis
before they eat my soul
before they get teeth , sharp teeth
and eat with them my flesh
this burning is like hell
real hell
facing the small things all at the same time
it it hard
people reactions' towards what am in ?
true ones are telling me to hold on ,you are gonna make it reham
fake ones ..huh , wishing the best for me !
this am in , it seems it will last for long time
until i escape from all this shit am in
don't know why 2007 is like that
hard on me
mum tells me coz you are good
god is showing you the reality
yes
i have known all my fault and have seen the reality
had thought that this life am in right now can hold excellent memories
to help me feed on them on emotionless coming days
this is a wrong thought , may be on some other place
i will find love ,shelter ,friends
may be i will find home
i guess i know where is my true home
where i need to be
i won't say where it is coz i do not want to be pessimistic
the coming days want me to be more optimistic
this is just a bad time that will pass
i just want to take some time out to look at these situations carefully
to analyze them well
to know the lesson from them
am learning the lesson the hard way guys