what makes my heart melt

am now on the floor,my bed..just came back home to okayama from osaka after visiting kyoto and nara..staying in kyoto made me see lots of things that made my heart melt..when i entered the kyoto station ,unlike hiroshima in which i felt something very respectful ,i kept smiling and giggling with laughters actually ..millions in kyoto station ..suddenly i heard the bells ringing, i left my eyes up and here i saw a groom ringing a large bell in kyoto station telling all these millions that he is getting married..i have entered st.marc caffee in kyoto downtown..i saw a man sitting with his woman..he is shy , can not express his feelings to her..he kept nodding his head while she is speaking..i felt she is telling him that she is having hard times,he kept nodding his head and saying so so so , which means yes i agree..then he has patted on her left shoulder with an incredible kindness that i have never encountered in my life..his eyes in one look told the girl lots of things..my eyes were filled with tears and my brother asked me what is up?..people hugging each others with respect in the crowded subway or on the crowded electric escalador..this does not hurt any one's feelings..on the contrary ,this was so romantic ,it filled my heart with joy..what makes my heart melts too is that the shyness i see in the eyes of japanese guys..the black silky hair is so attractive and when i look in their eyes ..they give me one look and then the look to the ground or anywhere else but not my eyes..i look aside , he looks back at me..then i look immediatly in the eyes with a smile and he smiles back..they are nice , they want to know you as a foreigner but they are afraid and shy they will not be able to communicate..they do communicate so well with this attitude, this fills me with joy and i know if i will be able one day to speak japanese , am sure i will know lots of them to enjoy life here in okayama..i know people who were originally farmers but they directed towards business,are nice and earth bound so they will not hurt one's feelings specially that am a foreigner..looking at the cultivated lands when i first arrived here made me feel safe...coz land equals kindness , patience and acceptance and easy going spirit..i know if japanese guys will get over their shyness, they will be the sexiest men on earth...i have to get some sleep..i wish i will hear good news in the coming few days , allahoma amein