with a piece of gum

with a piece of gum in my mouth ,am posting my sufferings in this blog..
am lacking energy and still confused..i took lots of medicine for the past 7 weeks,i was so sick and still i am.
I have to admit that am feeling much better ,better without my gall bladder..but am still weak and not able to concentrate well.
I look at myself in the mirror,my mama tells me i look much better ,but am still very pale.
I asked her how badly was i looking ? she looks the other side and did not answer.I knew it , i was dying.
I put some make up that made me look even more horrible:D
I want to go out for some walking and to do some shopping,but the slightest move makes me feel so weak and so tired.
Am not sleeping well though.
I stopped all the drugs and now am taking vitamins
I removed my stitches yesterday
I want my health back :S