alone fee nihon

being alone like in egypt ,but here is different ...you are here with no language and people look at you as an alien ,they can not predict what you will do , so they take the first step..they desert you..so you are all alone ...lots of people looking like the same around you with no communication made me cry once at home and othertime in the supermarket..i need some body to talk to ,to start a communication , adam and eve started knowing each other by talking..you are here completely shut down..my bro is busy all the time leaving me alone with a tv set ,they show always food in it or pokemon cartoon or korean movies..that is oki for me ..but after doing the household stuff , you get bored..even reading annoyes me sometimes..i wanna go out ..so , 2olt we malo , i will go out welli 7aye3melli 7aga 7ayshouf...dana men shobra ya seya3 ,lol..this was my moto and i went out..nihon ,the old name for japan , is beautiful bass ya khosara el beautiful ma yekmalsh..mafeish kalam ma3a 7ad , te7ess en kol elli hena mekhasmeinak ..speciallay that am still keeping my higab , which is strange for them, and i look different and am fat...this is me and if u do not want to know me , i do not want either..el mohem , i do here exactly as i do in egypt , this is my style of living..but am still exploring the town here..people start to understand my gestures and my english , i have learned few japanese words bamashi beihom 7ali plus the adventurious spirit..matlouba awi hena..asli law toht ba3d el sharr deyetha a3ayat shewaya fel share3 we ba3dein amshi shewaya le7ad the nearest bus stop warkab le7ad okayama station..i have to go now as am cooking akl masry ba2a ennama eh 3agab..kol 7aga bel yabani hena ,kollo fe3lan..i guess if i were in an english speaking country i would be extremely happy ...i have people around me to communicate with and not to feel alone...rabena yekteblena nedous 2arady keteir we nezkoroh feiha ..allahoma amein ..sayonara we 2ayouhhhhhhhhhh eskandarany ma3aha