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Sunday, April 18, 2010

just an idea

i used to have a dream of becoming a mother one day..for a baby boy mainly,probably twin boys..or a girl,am gonna name her Alexandria..this dream sometimes seems far away,other times,when i do think about it..i just feel that am torn between dream and reality..everything comes in this world with responsibility..nothing is for free
the more i grow up, the more i can not understand life..it is a maze,circles..nothing is guaranteed,everything is a probability,everything.
this is strange..the more i get astonished by life events, the more i decide to let go..and let it be as good as it gets!
These days,i need more faith than the faith i used to have in the past few years..the faith that will keep me holding on,accepting the defeats in life..get wounded and be able to get back on my feet again..reaching rock bottom and yet keeping my heart warm..all of happens when i have strong faith
Oh my God!
Am approaching 35 yrs old and still am lingering in life..no stability in work, study or a relationship.
I guess i have to send myself some red flowers for my birthday,for myself!
Am still considering myself alone,yet i still got ME :)
Happy birthday rouma ,keep smiling :D

2 Comments:

At 1:08 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

happy birth day ya rouma, 3ala fekra u r not alone while having this soo nice and classy blog, chaimaa hany

 
At 8:30 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

^_^ happy birthday ;) mine is on friday nd i think the same as ur "just an idea" specially my supposed friends decided to go for the fake happiness just to don't be alone when i can't nd so wanna have that stability in work knowing i still battle for my master degree ouuuuuffff "just an idea" imane o.s.

 

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