people ask me how

how i lived till now with medschool?..here is my answer guys
they have shown today the first episode of gre's anatomy ,it is all about my field thank god
well, let us start from the very first year at secondary school,i guess i was brain washed with charity work in my school ,in addition, i have seen 2 movies that made me cry and take a decision to enter medschool..huh..the first movie is : the elephant man , do u remember it guys ?
i remember it all , it was about a man born with disfigurement that made him have lumps and humps ..later on we knew that this is called generalized neurofibromatosis ..anyway,this guy has been obliged to work at the circus ,people come and pay to see him , he has pain in his heart ,he loved his mother deeply though she rejected him ...he died young after seeing so much pain and injustice in his life ,may god rest his soul ,this was a 1980 movie ,i was astonished by such a movie and i cried a lot and i wanted to know what is this he was having ? how am i supposed to comfort him ? how am i suppose to help others ? charity work is not enough i must be an active member in the society , i must become a doc
second movie ,you surprise me guys by knowing it, it is called awakenings by robert de nero,about a boy who has got meningitis that has caused his brain to stop developping like normal kids , he become a vegetable-vegetative state-where the connection between the higher centers of his brain-the cortex- and the rest of his body was no longer there , suddenly he wakes up one fine day , lived a whole life in few days even he has fallen in love with someone, then back again to his previous state..this movie was emotional , i love neurology anyway
i remember now also a third one , called lorenzo's oil , i guess you do not know it guys ..it has contributed to be becoming a doc, it was about some enzymatic deficiency in a baby boy and how his family never give up treating him ...so, i have become a doctor
what makes me hold on through the day , is the acceptance -bel baladi : el sabr -
this is sometimes easy and other times, pretty hard...sometimes i cry or scream when i can no longer hold on..othertimes am calm , it depends