i think
i 'm thinking now
why have i lost my charm with male colleagues
the answer is
am becoming one of the MALE herd
this is unpleasant
but i have to be a wolf among them
all my co-workers are men
and am the woman
and am their manager
do u expect me to be a lamb ?
among the rest of the society
am the humble good daughter
so people keep putting on my nerves
"reham won't react"
this was their moto
but i suddenly last year
i decided to get off the shelf
and destroy my temple
and be there , defending my life
my secrets
my ideas
my future
all of them suddenly turned from a wolf
into lambs
i like that now
and i know
i have always to be a wolf
not a lamb any more
even i stopped eating lambs ' meat
am even planning
as a life change
of becoming a vegetarian !
this is cost effective
meanwhile
it will keep my health
it is expected to do so
coz i really really need my health
for at least the coming 10 years
during which
i have to find what i need from life
what i really need
am not following the ancestor's path
i will follow mine
and it is gonna be the league of my own
i wish from all my heart
in 10 yrs time
to be able to maintain a good respectful life
of a doctor
with knowledge
with high rank
with a family
with at least one healthy baby
without loosing my mind
or my morals
or my connection with god
why have i lost my charm with male colleagues
the answer is
am becoming one of the MALE herd
this is unpleasant
but i have to be a wolf among them
all my co-workers are men
and am the woman
and am their manager
do u expect me to be a lamb ?
among the rest of the society
am the humble good daughter
so people keep putting on my nerves
"reham won't react"
this was their moto
but i suddenly last year
i decided to get off the shelf
and destroy my temple
and be there , defending my life
my secrets
my ideas
my future
all of them suddenly turned from a wolf
into lambs
i like that now
and i know
i have always to be a wolf
not a lamb any more
even i stopped eating lambs ' meat
am even planning
as a life change
of becoming a vegetarian !
this is cost effective
meanwhile
it will keep my health
it is expected to do so
coz i really really need my health
for at least the coming 10 years
during which
i have to find what i need from life
what i really need
am not following the ancestor's path
i will follow mine
and it is gonna be the league of my own
i wish from all my heart
in 10 yrs time
to be able to maintain a good respectful life
of a doctor
with knowledge
with high rank
with a family
with at least one healthy baby
without loosing my mind
or my morals
or my connection with god
posted by reham @ 4:19 AM
3 Comments:
ihope
for u and me also
...but should the person be either a wolf or a lamb
can't he be just a humane !
me best regards to you and I hope each perso achieve what he wants to
hello guys , i know i have to be human ..i know that very well , so when i show some human behaviour , am treated as if am coward or a lamb , so i change directly ( akeed dah gene mutation)and become a wolf ..sometimes in a jungle you have to play the wolf in order to just get ur rights !
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