memory lane

i try to collect what were the best memories
i got from medschool
i find nothing except what is called
in my dictionary
by the paramedschool memories
i remember i used to attend at the opera house
in wednesdays
the poetry reading by farouk goueida
i like romantic poetry when it is well read
showing the emotions that have evoqued this poetry
not only that did i attend
what i adored most
the slow jazz parties held at the opera
they never sang the blues
but the lovely adorable slow love songs with dim light
this transfered me to another place
i remember some american singer who came
and sang few songs for old famous jazz singers
i adored summer is gone for ella fitzgerald
i put a spell on you ,nina simone
what is still sounding in my ears
is the piano play
when i heard it play old jazz songs
outside the wedding ceremony
of one of my friends , i left the hall
and went to the lobby
enchainted
with mango juice in my hand
and dim light around with few decorations
it was just perfect
when am back in the hall
i congratulated my friend for her choice
for the place
she looked at me
she found the sparkle in my eyes
telling me : are you getting lucky ?
may be next time , it is gonna be you !
she never understood what has made me like that
it is the music darling
i guess this is what alfonso has understood
when he has seen me for the first time
he told me suddenly
that french speaking doctors turn him on!
and he has got the guts to ask me out for a dinner over candles
with piano playing at the background
he has even bought me a cadeau from paris
i guessed this is not me to whom he has done all that
sure for someone else in his mind
i never accepted these things
coz it will be no life time committment
why the doctor i have fallen for has never fallen for me ?
and why do foreigners somehow get attached to me ?
am i the good girl around ?