just the perfect start of a novel

i miss the voice of my friend while she read to me romantic poetry over the phone to
sooth my pain in hard times ( sure you remember every inch of this pain)
am reading these lines to you ,they will happen one day i believe so
it is just a matter of time , hold on please and
do not dwell in restless cycles
put yourself together girl
let us stop here and take a deep breath
let us start reading other things besides medicine
it is not making the shape of our lives
ok..just listen to these words , i know u will like them:
rachel stared down at the red roses (fakra ?they were white and mr. and i just broke up over the phone ,we both wept my dear friend we kanet leila soda fel shift,i called u behind the curtains of a dead patient , i thought he was dead but he was another patient and he has heard the whole phone call ,lol..after that he told me he does not deserve you doctor ,he is just a sick fuck..i mean the famous egyptian K..Ommo..remember that ?)
once again , she read the simple white card with its simple message:
"marry me"
-i wish you will come back to work safe and sound ,just hold on through the
diagnostic procedures
and please , do not leave me alone in this world
i need no more heartaches
hold on , it is just a phase
just like everything
it will pass
this phase we are going through
it will pass