wonderfully expressed

her childhood was gone forever.but she could make up for it.she would give her child all the wonder and security she had never had.rachel lay down flat on the chaise and looked up at the stars.she ran a hand over her flat abdomen.she wanted lifeto live in there.she needed someone to love, and someone to love her.and before the child ,there would be a man-a strong,dependable,wonderful man who would blow into her life and carry her away to a brilliant and different future.
now rachel laughed out loud through the remains of her tears because the truth was this :rachel richardson,the tough career woman,the manhattan socialite,the tv personality,longed for the miracle of romance.above all things , rachel hated cliches,but there was a part of her that yearned to be rescued from the castle tower of lonely fame.
"grow up,rachel", she whispered to herself.but even as she scolded herself , the fantasy lingered.could she change direction now ?