I need MORE VITAMINS!

My period of convalescence is too long,i made my operation on the 12th of July 2009..
I am still not so well, i need more time..
I need more vitamins,more coffee mostly!

a better IV !

I need cappuccino grande IV !
Urgent prescription :P

confessions,

Your face is shinning , sir!
I expected your soul to be shinning
Your brain to shine!
The mirror of your soul and brain,
is your eyes
is your deeds.
When i looked to your eyes,
in my weakest moments,
when i really needed a hand,
when i was too weary to think,
to tired to make a move,
i have only seen 2 pieces of stone!
You blocked the door to your soul
I looked deeply into your eyes..you looked deeply into mine..you have seen a soul who has become very light and very thin..i have seen only 2 stones.
You have never lent me a hand,
You wanted to take advantage of my vulnerability,
I was expecting to find a real man in my very weak moments,
i have only found 2 pieces of stone,
shut down brain
and a very greedy soul.
From the ups and downs i have faced in my life,
i was having a down these past weeks of my life,
you were having your ups
life is a matter of change,
you will see the real me when you will be having your downs,
just hope and pray that i will be there beside you still,
when your cycles of being down will start to come,
just hope you will not fall apart,
just hope you will find a kind soul like mine beside you
in your very weak moments..
just hope!

ya rab 2aget well soon

ya rab 2aget well soon

ya rab 2aget well soon

ya rab 2aget well soon

ya rab 2aget well soon

new era

farewell to arms

the best gift,

the best gift that i got while i was at the hospital,was a very large bouquet of flowers..they made me smile and feel better :)

To whom?

While you are beside me and with me,
and you feel me,
What more can i ask for?
Am here beside you , my love affair that will never end,
my nile
my sweet river nile
to whom i will say i love you ?
no one but you !

with a piece of gum

with a piece of gum in my mouth ,am posting my sufferings in this blog..
am lacking energy and still confused..i took lots of medicine for the past 7 weeks,i was so sick and still i am.
I have to admit that am feeling much better ,better without my gall bladder..but am still weak and not able to concentrate well.
I look at myself in the mirror,my mama tells me i look much better ,but am still very pale.
I asked her how badly was i looking ? she looks the other side and did not answer.I knew it , i was dying.
I put some make up that made me look even more horrible:D
I want to go out for some walking and to do some shopping,but the slightest move makes me feel so weak and so tired.
Am not sleeping well though.
I stopped all the drugs and now am taking vitamins
I removed my stitches yesterday
I want my health back :S

I ,ME,DDT

Simply i was dying..No one was able to understand the degree of pain and sufferings i was having due to my gall bladder.
I had experienced many kinds of pains before, including the most severe abdominal pains due to appendix or monthly shedding..The worst i had seen in my life is the gall bladder pain.
I was dying simply because of the severe pain due to my stone associated with severe infection in my gall bladder.
I was yellow!
I was joking with myself, it is only make up reham , it is only make up.
I was putting myself together while am in pain in Japan.
I was telling myself, hold on!,until i will reach Cairo.
I reached Cairo and i did the operation to remove my bladder July 12th.
I thought that this is the last step in suffering,
I started to experience severe attacks of vomiting post operative and fever,
these stuff subsided and here i am ,
treating myself from the condition known as,flatulent dyspepsia!
Wakana Allah wa 2eyakom sharr ta3ab el colon..
Currently am treating myself :S