happy new year

i am currently in love with this blogosphere , can i invite some special thanks to the following :
1-حفار القبور: طالما ضحكت معك فى اسواء ليالى لى داخل حجرتى و اللى شبه قوضة الفيران,بسبب انك تتكلم بلسان حالى,اللى ميسرش الصراحة,بحس دايما انك زميل التطفل
2-wanna be a bride :سحبتى منى كهربا كتير و خليتى الفاتورة مشلتتة, ربنا يسامحك فكرتينى بأيام الحب و الحرب اللى جت على الفاضى , اصلها ضيعت و قت كتير , و فى الاخر اللى سابنى عشانها اديتلوه استماره ستة..و عجبى
3-egyptoz:though you write on black backgroud with some how a black point of view, i like your post and still follow it
4- زرياب: عشان اول مرة اسمع الرحبانية على السايت بتاعك,شكرا لتياترو صاحب السعادة..ده انا ر قصت لما سمعت العزف-تحفة
5-aywakhadama:و الله عندك حق
6-anaga3an:كل كلامك يا ابو ملك بيضحكنى اوى خصوصا لما كتبت الشريط بتاع الاس ام اس
7-all other posts that i passed by and cought some names of famous books from them:وريتونى كمية
الجهل اللى انا فيه, بس حتعالج

pragmatic

و الله انا نفسى مش عارفه ليه بتوع طب دايما يكتبوا و بتوع هندسة يقروا ,هو يمكن عشان احنا وسط المجتمع ؟ و انتم وسط خطوط الانتاج و المكن و الكاد و الكام؟ مش عارفة..بس المهم اننا نكتب و حد يقرا و يفهم

http://one.revver.com/watch/130549

this is a site , from foxnews.com , showing the video of saddam's execution that took place on 30/12/2006-the first day of bayram feast-watching this video can not be accepted by some people , so sorry for this post .
i guess reading books that talk about the ancient events and history can be awkward to some and non useful to many , so they , i mean the syrian and jordanian actors,started to shoot serials about the ancient islamic history coz we are really fed up with this acting slop that is going down and still keeping this trend, so this year i have shifted the channels to keep watching these types of serials, i have seen "melouk el tawa2eif", to whom it may concern,this serial was talking about how this empire built in andalouseya has fell,another one who has won a prize this year and it deserves it and i guess mbc will start to make us watch it again very soon ,is "el amein wel ma2moun:sons of haroun al rashid",we have to read t he past to understand the present and somehow, have a vision for the future.al amein wel ma2moun really was taking my breath away , it was very informative about what is happening and how they did correlate the past with the present.one of the best things i have followed and seen in 2006 .the music also astonished me , it was so beautiful tyhat u will simply follow it and it will take ur soul away from our present time to the times of khaleifa al rashid and the abassy time ,it is known as the golden age,and it was in fact.emma, my friend,italian and middle east reporter has told me before going to el ashrafeya in lebanon,thayt the middle east holds lots of history and stuff in it , it is very rich and full of amazements,rich in knowledge and culture and civilization , ...we really have beleived that we are the third world..we have to explore our past to know and understand , and not simply to stay like that watching ,ya habibi ya rasoul allah : you said that : la yakon a7adekom ema3ah ,i know we have to keep our identity , but how can we keep it and feel the sens of belonging if we really know nothing about our past history ? keep reading books guys !

احلامى لا تعرف حدود

che , yes we all know you ..
i heard you say that my homeland is the land where there are poor people, you touched my heart with these words ..i was also amazed to know that you are a doctor like us and am now reading this book that belongs to you and same time am planning to buy another one about your diaries,man ! you are amazing .
doctors supposed to be like that and what i like most in you is that you were like a bird that hates to be put into cage , this is right..
when some one , i do not care if he is in the medical field or not , puts himself/herself into a cage that is now known as burocracy,he will loose his brains and creative capabilities and he will live as if he is dead coz we are meant to create and build ..to transform our mental images into reality,this is what you did and i guess ur soul is still living on the earth , you inspired me and revived me with the very first words of your book ,this is the real doctor's character ...we all have put ourselves into cages and here is the privatization is coming crawling to reach the medical sector as well , so what the heck? why in the very first place we become like that, i was asking myself why doctors , at least the ones in front of my eyes , are turning to be like machines with no heart?why they never care for their dreams ? are they happy being like an ox ?sens of satisfaction ,lost in their career and earnings,is fullfilled to the max when they shout into the face of the poor and when they tell the truth to the patient as if killing him with fucking coldblood?where is humanity ? i have decided ages ago to stop winning and crying and start acting and making some change , and che, i will maintain this momentum for the wellfare of the patient ,i have forgotten the patient and became selfish,selfcentered , coz like that i became "fehlaw","nas7a","bashtaghal 3ala add feloshom", hell no! and million NO! in front of ur ugly faces and to the hell with what you made us turn into , they have built a statue of fear , fear of loosing the job,the money, the position,the study,the promotion,and made us worship it instead of following the real light..like in my dream , i will put all these statues down , for myself and my sake,for the patients i watch and treat .a fresh start and we will see who 's gonna win ,nope! it is not a start , it is the continuation of my pursuit , wallaho al mosta3an

i have no analysis !

i can't find a situation analysis for what is going on right now , am just watching aljazeera and here is the sentence: saddam's execution in the coming few hours at dawn! = by the time of bayram prayer, what the case ended so rapidly ? why the court put it aside so quickly?and why specially i feel sorry for saddam ?is that it? this is the solution for what is going down in iraq ? is this written and recommended in baker-hamilton full text for the current situation analysis and recommendations for the american army in iraq ? and why they will execute him on the first day of eid ? what is the link ? i have nothing in my head except this throbbing headache that is killing me for days ,but what are the reasons behing this act? i have a heartache sincei have seen the program of 10 o'clock collecting what has happened in 2006 ..yaaaaaaahhh, all of that happened in one year? and now the year is not gonna end except with more heartache and more pain in our souls , may GOD forgive us all ...i know i have to speak outloud in here about 2006 and what has happened in it , but all i wish for is that GOD's curse will be put on some characters that i really hate and in doom's day i will slit their throats in front of god , coz i hate them and i want to kill them by my own hands , they have taken our rights and our lives ,it will be fair to torture them by god's own hands , plz god , add more torture and pain to them as much as they have made us cry and have sleepless nights like tonight...i hate les nuits blanches , they make me think a lot and start reading books the whole night then find myself in the morning with a constant headache that nothing can stop it and pain in my tummy that never stops except with the consumption of ranitidol , my perfect drug for all.i guess the book that has to be read this night is :dude, where is my country ..michael moore, i trust ur analysis ,so am gonna read ur book ...still struggling i guess to be alive though i still have nothing in my head except that they will kill saddam after the prayer for eid as if he is for sacrifice, and what is inside my head is the movie i saw in someone's mobile about slaughtering one egyptian who was a spy for the americans in iraq , though am a doctor, when i have seen the movie how they slaughter him with a knife while they are wrapping his hands behind his back and wrapping also his legs as if he is a cow or an animal they are going to kill , then after the knife has cut his neck , they put him on the ground till the carotid pulses became weak then they started to complete the cutting of the whole layers of the neck , when i saw that i became sweaty and felt that the earth below my legs can not hold me and i became pale and just i wanted to throw up ..i couldn't complete to watch but they separated the head from the body , i guess i have seen this pic online with a comment that they never gonna show the movie as it is inconvenient , what is going on out there ? one day this is gonna happen everywhere when chaos prevails ?

descriptive epidemiology! is that it ?

it is really funny how we did manage-and excuse me for saying this word"manage"-the problem of bird flu down here .the condition became endemic and day after day , the mortality rate is increasing..i guess we are shifting now from the incidence rate to the daily rate , we just count, no one tells you how you can manage and how u can face , this is our first virus , what will come next? they say that the problem is the culture in the society , so , if we make some analysis , why we never face the problem well and tell the whole truth ?why we have no statistics?why the data are irrelevant ? and what the hell that we are just managing the problem by just saying " descriptive epidemiology"? this term really annoyes me and when i asked about it , i was faced by the moquery and the sarcasm of the "group"-excuse me for the second time- this is supposed to be a focus group and no one was focusing really - i guess they were thinking only about the coffee break -i will not let them put me down , so i still ask and when i correlate what we manage with how abroad they do act , i was faced again by the silly words that the "lecturer"thought that by telling them he will make people laugh , i just stopped talking -i will get the chance to get you down and you "lecturer"know that , but i decided not to take this situation as personal coz you mean nothing and nobody for me , so i kept the idea of managing a disease before it is becoming endemic -and there was a real answer and came from abroad : i was just moving from one channel to another and i found on mbc4 the answer: i have seen how they did manage in "medical investigation" the cases with anthrax and how they trace the source of infection and never centered on bioterrorism idea , and how they never stopped on the "description" and they analyse then act.this is the real difference between us and them , this is the answer dear "lecturer", they ACT .

at last

at last this blog has opened its doors, and am writing again - happy new year for all of you guys and happy eid as well ...check this following :
1- the song called :hurt , christina aguilera
2- duncan james latest hit
3-lee ryan , real love
4-tina arena, je m'applle baghdad ( sad one ,words are very true : je m'applles baghdad et je suis tombee)
5-connie bailey rae
6-robbie williams: lovelight
7-unforgetable (nat king cole),just the two of us(barry white , i guess),i got you under my skin (frank sinatra)
and last but not least , crazy frog--> last christmas ...happy new year to all
i wish to add this link to bride , wish you will get married soon inshallah
www.amrkhaled.net/radiotv/show_category.php?id=4
and also check on these movies :
1-death of a president
2-united 93
3-world trade center
4-the devil wears prada
5-borat
6-babel
7-the pursuit of happiness
8-blood diamond
9-night at the museum (seems cool wallahi )
10-الرهينة-مطب صناعى-مهمة صعبة-دنيا-محطة مصر
about books ,hmmmm....let me check then tell you later , right now am still exploring new books and novels , i wish i can have time and some headache free head to read the alchemist , veronica decides to die is telling a nice idea as well : never ever give ur dream away ...best wishes for 2007